Weak, Restless, and Weary

Weak, restless, and weary


Quite a combination certainly


Not strong, liable to collapse


Under pressure or strain


Yet restless unable to tame


Wild and without reason


Incessantly searching


For an intangible something


Weary in well doing


Nevertheless continually pursuing


Becoming more weak while doing


Fragile, frail, feeble, and unfirm


Unstable and steadily do I squirm


Eating dust like a dirty old worm


Unhealthy, ineffectual, and aging


Lacking in force, neither forging


Boldly ahead, as I surely ought


This lengthy battle, I have fought


For family, finances, and fulfillment


How much longer can I endure it


What shall I do when feeling impotent


Without resources, nor resilient?


To think or consider thyself inadequate


If a mentality most deadly and deficient


However forget logic. I must be potent


Powerful and purposeful to use my potential


Undying, resolute, and plenteous in loot


Yet mentally and physically exhausted


Faint and forgotten, I've nearly lost it


Fatigued beyond measure and impatient


Dissatisfied and demoralized, I dramatize


Wishing my dreams to wonderfully realize


My solace is my ability to imagine and fantasize


Give me resurrection power God to actualize


My personal power and ability mightily utilize


Unceasingly active and irked within I despise


My tireless toil that fails to materialize


In some sort of grandiose gratification


Meaning monetary sums and satisfaction


Hence my restless mood and exertion


As I give my all and have consternation


I need some mild form of variation


Some heavenly insight and inspiration


I make no excuse for my irritation


As I await a supernatural manifestation


A miraculous financial flow for alleviation


Of all my increasing debts, doubts, and pouts


Of these present circumstances, I want out.